i had a sinew bow made from a tree that a friend now passed helped me fell,,the sinew was from a buffalo I shot and a red stag from Argentina,,, and whitetail,,, well I killed some deer with that bow,, had it for years and it was my favorite all time bow,,, one day I dry fired it practicing,, well that was that,, know how you feel,,, I have some new special ones,,, and I like to give some bows away, that always makes me feel good,,