So I felt close until I got back to tillering this morning, and I'm a bit confused

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Here's the bow at 12" approximately - I'm still not sure where I should be measuring brace/draw height from. That's pretty tense and I get a little jittery pulling it beyond that. So I can't believe I'm supposed to be pulling it back 18 more inches, to my draw length of 30. What am I missing here?
Del also did a great job explaining tillering to me using a scale. I went out and got a luggage scale from the hardware store this morning. When I pull it back to this 12" nock I'm only at 15 or so pounds. I want to tiller it to 35-40, so do I just need to haul back on the string until the scale says 40, despite the fact the limbs feel like they're under a lot of strain already?