We all got on this road somewhere near where you did. Some took off at a run while others just kind of took their time and enjoyed the scenery, but everyone of us has been where you are now. My wife used to refer to each new bow I finished as my new "girlfriend" as I would carry it with me wherever we went. I'm still guilty of that from time to time, as well I should be. I'm proud of them, for all kinds of reasons. Different reasons for different ones. I suppose when I no longer feel that way anymore, I will move on to something different, but I love working on bows, for their own sake. My tiller may not be as perfect as some of the fine craftsmen out there, nor are my finishes as silky smooth as others. Heck, I still cant do that danged Strunk handle wrap that I like so much, but I made each one of them with my own two hands. I cant say I'm anymore proud of my more polished bows made recently, than I was of that first one nearly 2 decades ago. She's a beauty still. Rough and heavy. Over built. Tips are 1 inch wide and the handle wrap has pretty near worn off. First self bow I ever shot a deer with. Made the shafts as well. I, like most everyone else I recon, enjoy the feedback from all these great bowyers on PA. It means a lot when your peers look upon your work with admiration, no doubt. But take away the computers and the bow forums and the World Wide Web and I'm still making bows. And still enjoying the process for it's own sake. Post 'em and show 'em off on PA. Trust me, it beats carrying them to dinner parties.