Hello everyone. And thank you so very much for all the prayers and thoughts. To say that the last three or four weeks has not been a battle would be an understatement. I have been poked, prodded, twisted, and had so much thrown at me, I have no clue as to where I am or who I am....lol. There has been some improvement from where I was taking one step forward and then five backwards, to now I am taking one step forward and four backwards, so I guess that is a positive thing.
I just feel so tired all the time, mostly because of the sarcoidosis, but also mentally drained because of the wondering mind and thoughts. We are trying to get the chemical imbalance in my blood and body, but seem like every thing they try, causes a side effect or just does not work. Per the doctors, it will be a slow and long road since I have let it get so far out of hand, thinking I could beat this and do it my self. It just will not happen.
They have me ntioned a time to be spent in so they can hook me up to machines and check a few things out, but we are hoping that it does not come to that. Some days are good, but I still have more bad days than good.
The biggest thing for me to deal with and try and work out, is my loss of desire, especially on my archery adventures. I at this point just have no desire what so ever to do anything archery related. It has been my life for more that 40 years, and now there is just no desire what so ever, and that bothers me. I have no idea what the outcome of all this will lead too, but it sure is debilateing to say the least.
And Roy, you old coot you, I hope all is well with you in your retirement and I think of you all daily. I will keep you all updated as I can.
And Pappy, if you see this, I am so sorry about the loss of Saddie. Just know that my first year, two years ago at the classic, you two dogs was such a treat for me to meet. They both came to see me just about every morning just like a welcome wagon, and last year, Saddie did the same. Just remember that they both gave many of us the most rewarding welcome to Twin Oaks. But why wouldn't they, they had a good keeper and was taught right.
