I'm sorry to be so BLUNT, but I shoot homade blunts and arrows and I break em all the time. Cause I like to shoot.
It's cheaper to make yor own, but more heart felt loosing them, that's loosing them in the field, not off the string. You either understand or not, keep shooting and making your own tackle, it's way more rewarding and finacialy less expensinve. Donn't be so hard on yourself, "life is fritted away by detail." HDT
keep makin, keep shootin, deal w/ your losses.
dpg