David, I never had the pleasure of meeting you, but from the replies of others on here who have met, and know you, and their statements of your helping others with this wonderful addiction, I truly wish I had. When I was a teenager a long time ago..... the Mother of my buddy next door, once said something very profound, that I have never for gotten. Somehow our conversation had gotten around to death, and dying. She said most people are not afraid of death, as we all have no choice in the matter, and it is more or less accepted, but their fear of death, is in the manner of death. I pray your end will be peaceful, with family and friends, and pets with you at your side. I pray family, and friends, and pets that have passed on before you, will be there waiting to walk with, and guide you. I pray for peace for all your surviving family, and other loved ones as well. There are some phenomenal archers on the other side. Tell them we wish them peace as well.
Wayne