Hey Josh,
Very concerning news, but like others have said there is much to look on the bright side of. As far as the hunt, well a year passes mighty quick, right?!
Don't worry about the knapping, cross one bridge at a time. Who knows, maybe you'll figure out a solution in time.
Great to hear you're getting married, I married at the same age as you. My wife had major surgery almost a year ago, and I've been more of the care-giver, but it really reinforces how tremendous marriage can be. I'm happy for you with that news. I really hope I can meet you at the Classic this year. You'll be in my thoughts, brother.
Stephen Parnell