Hey Josh,
Very concerning news, but like others have said there is much to look on the bright side of.  As far as the hunt, well a year passes mighty quick, right?!
Don't worry about the knapping, cross one bridge at a time.  Who knows, maybe you'll figure out a solution in time.  
Great to hear you're getting married, I married at the same age as you.  My wife had major surgery almost a year ago, and I've been more of the care-giver, but it really reinforces how tremendous marriage can be.  I'm happy for you with that news.  I really hope I can meet you at the Classic this year.  You'll be in my thoughts, brother.
Stephen Parnell