like you kink, ive taken a good number of deer, all for meat. last couple year i went threw some personal issues and i remember sitting in the woods, drawing down on a doe. was thinking of my exwife and missed. next deer walked by and i was drawing with anger and felt nothing. i put the bow down ,stood up, scared the deer away and stayed out of the woods till i got my head straight. the excitement is back now. cant wait for the 15th of september. peace