Mark, Joanie and family,
My heart grieves deeply for what you are going thru. When we are children, we believe our parents are indestructible. As we mature, we can see the cracks in that theory. We always hope and pray they will be with us forever. And to know you have just a block of time is so bittersweet. And yet, God Is Good, because he's given each of you extra moments to say those things you feel. To take the time to touch, and love and know each others shared thoughts. That is a Blessing from Him. Your Mom has had a long life and raised such a wonderful family. It's her time to be given the "prize" so to speak, for the work and love she applied to each of you. As a nurse, I have listened to the hearts of many older folks, close to death. They usually always speak of being "tired and ready", I think that is the Lord, giving them the ability to "let go" and help each of you accept the future without them. The empty spot she will leave, will be painful for a long time. But one day, out of the blue, you'll have a memory that brings you sheer joy and laughter and you will know at that moment, that she is well and truly happy. Until then, give her all the love you can, while you can, let her talk of her plans and worries and thoughts.
I love you and Joanie, please know that I mourn for each of you.
Prayers for strength and Grace from Our Lord to get thru this dark time.
Tomi