sd
you seem a little impatient to get a bow finished.
take a deep breath,relax and chant this to yourself 10 times " patience is my greatest tool "
when you start on your stave,take pics,post said pics and ask a lot of questions,be patient for answers and do what the great ones on here suggest
and it is very very likely that that first bow will be a shooter.these guys on here know there stuff,they are some of the greatest wood bowyers in the world
good luck